It hurts

Few day ago I found out that they where let the St. Joes work crew go. I was on that crew three day weeks and making good money. I spent two day crying because I had no other work beside my volunteer job.  It was because of budget cuts. It was hard to say goodbye where Iwork for a half of school year. The good news they want us to come back and work this summer maybe. Layoff means

The act of suspending or dismissing an employee, as for lack of work or because of corporate reorganization.

Losing a family member is where someone dies.   

 So i ask my friends on fb this question "I don't know what is worst losing a family member or getting layoff you tell me?"
the first person said" Losing a family member is the worst. "
2 person said "Definitely"
3 person that is my sister " Depends on who died"
4 the four person "Don't give up sweetheart, just take a deep breath, and God will lead the way! Hang in there, and I am here for you.... "
I have said "Thanks I need a cheer up"
And the last person said "Hang in there Violet! You're a strong person and can get through anything! Losing someone is the worst.. You can get them back.. you can always find another job.. maybe not tomorrow or six months from now but someday it will all work out... Just keep being positive! I'm here if you need anything :)"
I have to say this atleast I am in a better today then last two days.

my friend are being very supportive right that is also helping me out well i feeling down.  They all doing very well trying there best and cheering me up. Last night I thought I didn't know who I was or who was my friends are. HB was trying her best to keep my mind off what just happen that day. So were my friends are doing the same thing. I even try and make my laugh at work. I try everything. Didnt know why it was so hard to give this one. And was easier to give up the other ones i work at. Like the chamber of  commerce I work there for a half of school year and the glass slipper for the other half of that school. Plus I had my the main office that I really didnt or I did care for. Then i had the OHHS custodian and i love doing that i am contuine to do today. Then last summer i work at the boy scout camp that was a lot of fun and hot. They too want us to come back. I am looking for to doing that this summer.